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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2005|10:24 pm]
Evanescent Qualities

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[Current Music |none]

I just wrote this like...right now!

I lie in bed
Staring at the ceiling
Thinking about what tomorrow holds
And what it doesn't
I wonder if I'll ever feel loved
Cared for
I guess not

As my eyelids began to close
I thought one last thing
Before I fell into a deep sleep

What if someone does love me?
What if someone does care?
What if They do
But I never knew?
Would it make a difference in my life,

I dreamt many a dream that night
Never quite knowing what to expect
All I know is that in my dreams
I was loved

I could feel his lips touch mine
His hands caress my face
But then all was gone

I awoke with a slight sceram
Not too loud to wake anyone
But I know it was all just a dream

I thought for once that maybe I truly was loved
But I guess it can only exist in my dreams
In my mind, so young, so free
I guess that I shall continue on, though
Continue on trying to be someone
Trying to feel loved
But being me all the while

I arise from my bed
Thinking the best
But arrived in place
And felt the pain take hold again
I realize that life won't be how I want it to be
But thats okay

I'll just always lie in bed
Staring at the ceiling
Thinking about what tomorrow holds
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2005|04:43 pm]
Evanescent Qualities

[Current Mood |sillysilly]
[Current Music |Superhero ~ Jane's Addiction]

This is just something I wrote the other day out of boredom, it probably isn't great, but let me know what you think....

You See Me Through

A world of love, laughter, and tears

A world of pain and nothing to do

Hiding behind those eyes so blue

You see me through

You see me through


You give me a smile between the sobs

My lips like roses perk at you

I die inside when you leave

Out of sight, but still in mind

Hollow square boxes with you in mind


I love the world when you’re in sight

With you I have nothing to hide

You watch me too

I know you do

Hiding once again behind those eyes

Those eyes so blue


You’ve seen me smile

You’ve seen me wave

You stare at me and I loose my pain

I loose my thoughts that are always the same


You see me through

When there’s nothing else to do

Behind those big, wide eyes so blue

You see me though


I watched you walk that long winding path

Up the river and through the woods

To the place where comfort bleeds through

And no one else sees you


Thoughts are the death

The depths of, are sins

You have the ones I do

And they haunt you like ghosts

Those of our past that no one knows


You smile and they disappear

They disappear to the world

They disappear when I look at you

Behind those eyes

Those eyes so blue


Continue to stare

I love you so

You see my heart

You see my soul

You give me a smile

A smile worth gold


You watch me and are secrets are one

United against a pale sun

You see me through

Despite the pain of the world

You see me through


Behind those eyes

Those eyes so blue

You see me through

You see me through


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yah... [Jan. 27th, 2005|07:30 pm]
Evanescent Qualities

[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]
[Current Music |nothin]


when nothin fits
and the world shuts its eyes
to the problems
held deep inside

someone feels hurt
because life sometimes
cant be expressed

crushes come
and go
sometimes fast
mostly slow

this is when
nothin fits
and the world shuts its eyes
too all the problems
kept deep inside.


i kno it is kinda korny but i think its ok
and it rymes which is weird for me...
well im depressed right now so lets see if i can think up another one...
btw. thanks april, now i cna blow off steam in this community, in poems!


why is the world big?
why am i too small
to speak out
and be heard

why do people luv,
only to hurt
the next day
when all is forgotten
and they break up

why do people keep it all inside
to boil over
at the wrong time

why is my life a problem
to the person next to me
and y must they hate
me for existing

why is the world big?
big enough for me
but not for him?


hoo humm
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I Just Know That I Live In Me [Jan. 20th, 2005|09:59 pm]
Evanescent Qualities

[Current Mood |calmSame As 5 Minutes Ago]
[Current Music |I Don't Want To Be ~ Gavin DeGraw]

I Just Know That I Live In Me

I just know that I live in me
And I´ll never know who I am,
I don´t know where I´m going
Or how long will I stay here.
Dressed of life or death,
Or naked without dying
Behind the walls of this castle
That is my life.
Or free flying the sepulchral
Limits of the sky
Tearing grey veils,
Unknowing my future, my ends.
I don´t know what prison will hold me
Neither what freedom I am looking for
Nor into what river my life will run
When I die.

~ Manuel Altolaguirre

I don't know what it is but something about that poem gets to me, I guess it makes me feel like I can relate. There's just something about it , you know????

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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2005|09:40 pm]
Evanescent Qualities

[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |Smells Like Teen Spirit ~ Nirvana]

Welcome to my new community, but remember I am not your Judge, Jury or Executioner. This community is for original poetry or a poem that has touched you. Though it is truly for original. A few quick things, one might call them rules.

1- Constructive Criticism is excepted on original works, but no flames, they don't help what so ever, there a complete waste of everyones time.

2- If you can't accept Constructive Criticism, don't join

3- You are welcome to play as long as you don't play naughty in my hay. In other words NO FIGHTING. If it's playing around fine. But fighting is not tolerated, got it?

4- Keep cussing to a minimum, a few words are all good. But, if your like a CD I can't play edited. That's a little too much.

5- Posting non-writing rated related is fine, just please don't do it too often.

That's about it, you're all free from here, have fun. Write your heart out!
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lol [Jan. 20th, 2005|08:54 pm]
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[Current Mood |dorkydorky]
[Current Music |computer buzzing]

hahaha! april may have created this but i got the first entry! i win! lol ok well since i dont have much to say but im tired and am gonna go to bed now let me give u a qoute to think about...

Mariah: loo!

yes, that waz deep lol

bye yall,
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