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Evanescent Qualities

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[Jan. 28th, 2005|10:24 pm]
Evanescent Qualities

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[singer_chikadee]
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I just wrote this like...right now!


I lie in bed
Staring at the ceiling
Thinking about what tomorrow holds
And what it doesn't
I wonder if I'll ever feel loved
Cared for
I guess not

As my eyelids began to close
I thought one last thing
Before I fell into a deep sleep

What if someone does love me?
What if someone does care?
What if They do
But I never knew?
Would it make a difference in my life,
Theirs?

I dreamt many a dream that night
Never quite knowing what to expect
All I know is that in my dreams
I was loved

I could feel his lips touch mine
His hands caress my face
But then all was gone

I awoke with a slight sceram
Not too loud to wake anyone
But I know it was all just a dream

I thought for once that maybe I truly was loved
But I guess it can only exist in my dreams
In my mind, so young, so free
I guess that I shall continue on, though
Continue on trying to be someone
Trying to feel loved
But being me all the while

I arise from my bed
Thinking the best
But arrived in place
And felt the pain take hold again
I realize that life won't be how I want it to be
But thats okay

I'll just always lie in bed
Staring at the ceiling
Thinking about what tomorrow holds
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[User Picture]From: cellar_door_9
2005-01-29 03:39 am (UTC)
I like it, it's very narritive and true. I liked that quite intresting... good.
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[User Picture]From: singer_chikadee
2005-01-29 03:50 pm (UTC)
thanks! i just wrote what came to the top of my head lol..but thats the only way to write....dont think about it, just say it!!! for me at least, it always works
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[User Picture]From: muffinluvr4life
2005-02-02 12:12 am (UTC)

yah

i like it too and in glad u decided to join! lol
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